Release the Pain, Embrace the
Michelle McKinney Hammond
The relationship and the dream have ended. You have had your cry,
vented to anyone who will listen, and gone to embarrassingly,
desperate measures like calling your ex and then hanging up...
so WHAT should you do? How do you end the drama and move on? As
a Christian, where is God in the midst of your grief?
Relationship expert and author Michelle McKinney
Hammond walks readers through the pain of lost relationships to
a place of wholeness in her new book, Release the Pain, Embrace
the Joy: Help for the Hurting Heart. For anyone trying to
find healing for their broken heart Hammond says, "Today's
the day to pick up the pieces." The following is an excerpt
from her book.
We’ve all been disappointed at some time in our lives.
We’ve been misled, purposely or unconsciously. We have all
stood staring in disbelief at the remains of discarded promises
that were made but never kept. The struggle to begin again is
a real one when you don’t know where to drop your anchor.
The heart has a million questions, each one defying your desire
to continue on. Love again? Forget it! Why try again? Why believe
again when it’s been proven you have no guarantees? Why
risk your heart’s safety once more? Yet it is in daring
to leap out in faith that the things we desire are gained.
Where to put our trust becomes the great question. How do we
know that we will heal? Live? Love again? Finally be loved in
return, the way we’ve always wanted to be loved? Should
the promises of a man be taken to heart? How can they be when
the record of failure has been so devastating?
Perhaps this is where the adjustment should be made. The focus
of faith has everything to do with where we go from here. Will
man be our focus, or God? It always comes down to the same sobering
The only place our heart is safe is in the hand of God. The only
One we can really believe in is the only One who cannot lie. His
promises are yea and amen. He doesn’t change His mind. He
stands in the gap, making up for all the promises that men have
broken. He exchanges those discarded vows with His own assurances.
And when He speaks, what He says He will surely do. Believe it.
But the Lord God called to the man, “Where are you?”
In the midst of a glorious afternoon, a sharp pain entered the
heart of God. The arrow flew effortlessly. Past his magnificent
surroundings. Past the worship of those continually adoring him
with cries of “Holy, Holy.” It penetrated deep, slicing
through his garments before finding its mark—the center
of his heart.
He arose to go in the direction of the intrusion. Down, down
he descended, searching for the object of his affection: The one
to whom he had given his all, to whom he had imparted his very
spirit when he breathed into him the breath of life. This man
that he had lovingly caressed as he molded and shaped him into his own image.
Yes, God had given Adam all that He was and all that He had.
It was an incredible investment of His omnipotent heart and soul.
But something was wrong. Something had changed between them. So
God came down to confirm face-to-face what He already knew.
The garden was strangely silent as all of nature held its breath,
waiting to see how this drama would unfold. They, too, were aware
that something had changed. The atmosphere was pregnant with foreboding.
God’s countenance suggested that the sweet fellowship and
communion He usually shared with the man and woman were not to
be this evening. And why were Adam and Eve hiding? Adam usually awaited the Lord’s visitation anxiously,
as one awaited someone passionately beloved. Yes, something was
The air cooled as if the sun was holding its breath. God spoke,
calling gently to Adam. And Adam came forward with the look of
an unfaithful lover caught in the act, struggling to shield his
guilt from the One who had always been faithful. The moment that
Adam had chosen to sin by partaking of the fruit that God had
warned against, he chose to snatch his heart out of God’s
hands and to separate himself from the One who loved him most
Nothing hurts as deeply as when the one you love chooses to
wrench his heart from your grasp, turning his back on the love
you so freely gave. Oh, the pain of it to find that the one you
loved prefers another. You have poured out your heart like liquid
for another to drink, only to have this valuable libation spilled
onto the dust. You offered your choicest treasure, not realizing
that your diamonds would be cast to the wind or crushed underfoot,
leaving you scrambling to recover the grains and pray for restoration.
This one assurance remains, that God is well acquainted with
our grief. He was the first to experience this deep wounding,
this tearing separation. He knows how deep the pain can go, and
He is prepared to touch our pain and heal it. For while our hearts
bleed when those we’ve loved turn away from us . . . it
was Jesus’ heart that originally bled. Because his heart
was broken, ours will mend. As we become vulnerable to his touch,
as we learn to trust his advances, we miraculously find that we
recover. Though we thought it impossible, we are able to love
Dear heavenly Father, it is so costly to love. I find myself
bankrupt after having spent so much of myself. The one I loved
has hidden himself from me, leaving me to search for the shattered
pieces of my heart. Help me to recover them from the dust. And
as my spirit weeps over my emptiness, please catch my tears and
refresh me with them.
I feel naked and ashamed in the face of such rejection. Please
dress me with your love and warm me from the cold of my disappointment.
As I shiver in my fear of the future, grant me your reassurance
that it is You who truly holds the fulfillment of my tomorrows.
Help my unbelief and free me from my despair. Restore my deferred
hopes and direct my gaze back to You. Back to the center of where
true love abides.
When another does not love me as I had hoped, help me to
find myself in you. Forgive me for preferring another, for greedily
consuming fruit that is not as sweet as You. Heal me and join
me to yourself, that I might once again be whole, in Jesus’
Excerpted from Release
the Pain, Embrace the Joy by Michelle McKinney Hammond,
© Regal Books. Used by permission.
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