I STARTED TO HATE MEN AT THIS
TIME BECAUSE EVERY TIME I WAS
HURT, IT CAME FROM A MAN.
DANIEL WILLIAMS BELIEVED SHE
HAD GOOD REASON TO HATE MEN.
IT BEGAN WHEN A DAY CARE
PROVIDER'S SON MOLESTED HER
STARTING AT EIGHT YEARS OLD.
HE INSTILLED THAT FEAR.
IF YOU TELL, THIS IS WHAT'S
GOING TO HAPPEN.
HE WOULD HIT ME.
I WAS SCARED OF HIM.
I WAS LIKE IF I TELL, MAYBE I'LL
GET IN TROUBLE.
SO I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING.
SHE LIVED WITH HER FATHER
AFTER HER PARENTS DIVORCED AND
SHE WATCHED HIM ROUTINELY BEAT
EVERY GIRLFRIEND HE HAD.
HE EVENTUALLY TURNED THAT RAGE
ONTO DANIEL, ADDING HIM TO THE
LIST OF MEN SHE HATED.
HE PICKED ME UP BY MY THROAT,
HE LIFTED ME UP AND HE THREW ME
DOWN TO THE FLOOR.
HE BEAT ME SO MUCH THAT I PASSED
OUT.
DANIEL'S FATHER WENT TO JAIL
FOR CHILD ABUSE AND SHE WENT TO
LIVE WITH HER MOTHER IN
LOS ANGELES.
THERE A MAN IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD
BEGAN TO INVITE YOUNG DANIEL
OVER TO HIS HOUSE.
SHE LOVED THE ATTENTION FROM
HIM, UNTIL THE DAY HE RAPED HER.
I KNEW THAT I HATED MEN EVEN
MORE, EVEN MORE.
BECAUSE NOW I'M 12 YEARS OLD AND
I HAD ALREADY BEEN MOLESTED AT
EIGHT, MY DAD TRIED TO KILL ME
WHEN I WAS TEN AND NOW THIS MAN
WHO I TRUSTED JUST RAPED ME.
I HATED MEN.
BUT YEARS LATER, DANIEL'S
ADDED TO SOFTENED.
SHE FELL IN LOVE FOR THE FIRST
TIME.
THIS OLDER MAN IS TELLING ME
EVERYTHING I WANTED TO HERE AND
MORE.
I JUST WANTED TO BE HIS.
AFTER THE FIRST TIME SHE
SLEPT WITH HIM, THE MAN TOLD HER
HE WAS A PIMP AND WANTED HER TO
BE HIS PROSTITUTE.
DANIELLE WAS DEVASTATED AND
REFUSED.
THEN SHE DISCOVERED SHE WAS
PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD.
EVERY TIME I GET WITH A GUY,
SOMETHING BAD IS HAPPENING.
I'M DONE.
THEN YOU TELL ME I'M PREGNANT.
I'M 13.
I'M IN 8TH GRADE.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH A
BABY?
AND THE BABY'S FATHER, THE
27-YEAR-OLD PIMP.
DANIELLE DELIVERED
PREMATURELY AND THE BABY DIED
WITHIN HOURS.
IT WAS OVER AS FAR AS ME
CARING ABOUT LIFE, ME CARING
ABOUT MYSELF, ME CARING ABOUT
MEN.
OH, MEN WAS OUT THE QUESTION.
I WAS DONE.
I HATE -- OH, MY RAGE.
IT WAS A RAGE THAT I HAD FOR
MEN.
THE SIGHT OF MEN MADE ME SICK.
A FRIEND CONVINCED HER SHE
COULD MANIPULATE AND CONTROL MEN
BY STRIPPING.
SHE STARTED DANCING IN
NIGHTCLUBS AND PROSTITUTION
QUICKLY FOLLOWED.
SHE PUSHED AWAY ANY THOUGHT THAT
WHAT SHE WAS DOING WAS WRONG.
EVEN THOUGH SHE HAD BEEN RAISED
IN A CHURCH, SHE HAD NO MORAL
CONVICTIONS.
I DIDN'T CARE.
I KNEW WHO GOD WAS.
I KNEW THAT WHAT I WAS DOING WAS
WRONG, BUT I DIDN'T CARE.
I HATED MEN AND I THOUGHT THIS
WAS A WAY TO REPAY THEM.
THAT'S HOW I LOOKED AT IT.
I'M GETTING THEM BACK FOR THEM
HURTING ME.
AND I FELT LIKE I HAD THE UPPER
HAND NOW.
BECAUSE BEFORE YOU GUYS HAD THE
UPPER HAND AND YOU WERE HURTING
ME.
NOW THE ROLES HAVE SWITCHED.
AND THAT'S HOW I LOOKED AT IT.
ONE DAY, DANIELLE WAS INVITED
ONTO THE SET OF A PORN FILM IN
HOLLYWOOD.
AND I SAW THE CHECK THAT WAS
WRITTEN OUT TO ONE OF THE GIRLS
THERE.
AND I SAID THAT'S WHAT YOU GOT
FOR DOING THAT?
WHERE DO I SIGN UP?
BECAUSE I WAS MAKING A LOT OF
MONEY AS A DANCER AND AS AN
ESCORT ALREADY, YOU KNOW.
BUT WITH THE PORN, I LOOKED AT
IT, THAT WOULD BE AN EVEN BETTER
WAY FOR ME TO MAKE EVEN MORE
MONEY.
AND I SAID, OKAY, LET'S GO FOR
IT.
AFTER SO LONG, IT BECAME NORMAL.
IT BECAME COOL THAT I WAS A PORN
STAR.
DANIELLE CONTINUED AS A CALL
GIRL AS WELL, AND ONE NIGHT SHE
ACCEPTED A CLIENT WHO TURNED OUT
TO BE A PSYCHO PATH WHO WANTED
TO KILL HER.
OPEN THE DOOR!
AND FOR THREE WEEKS THAT MAN
CAME IN THERE AND HE RAPED ME
AND HE BEAT ME AND HE TOLD ME
OVER AND OVER AGAIN I'M GOING TO
KILL YOU.
YOU'RE NOT LEAVING HERE.
AND I BELIEVED IT.
I KNEW THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO
DIE.
AND EVERY DAY I GOT WEAKER AND
WEAKER AND WEAKER, TO THE POINT
WHERE I JUST GAVE UP.
I COLLAPSED TO THE FLOOR.
AND I WEPT AND I WEPT AND I
WEPT.
BUT I LAID THERE AND I CRIED SO
MUCH THAT I COULDN'T SPEAK.
AND I GOT MY WORDS TOGETHER, AND
I SAID, LORD, IF YOU GET ME OUT
OF THIS, I'LL CHANGE MY LIFE FOR
YOU.
DON'T LET ME DIE LIKE THIS.
NOT LIKE THIS.
19 YEARS OLD?
HE HAD TO GET ME TO THAT POINT
TO SHOW ME THAT I'M GOD, I'M
STILL GOD.
IT'S ME AND YOU.
AND AT THAT VERY MOMENT I GOT MY
SALVATION.
DANIELLE PRAYED TO ACCEPT
JESUS CHRIST.
A FEW DAYS LATER, A MAN
OVERHEARD HER CRYING AND HELPED
HER ESCAPE.
SHE IMMEDIATELY SEVERED HER
RELATIONSHIPS WITH ANYONE IN THE
SEX INDUSTRY AND STARTED GOING
TO CHURCH.
SURROUNDED BY NEW FRIENDS,
DANIELLE'S LIFE BEGAN TO CHANGE.
I WAS STARTING TO FALL IN
LOVE WITH CHRIST.
AND THE MORE I DID THAT, THE
MORE HE STARTED TO PURGE ME AND
DELIVER ME AND HEAL ME.
THE MORE I REACHED OUT TO HIM,
THE MORE HE WORKED IN ME.
EVERYTHING I DIDN'T HAVE, THE
RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOTHER, THE
RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER, THE
HURT FROM MEN, HE FILLED EVERY
VOID.
DANIELLE IS NOW IN MINISTRY
FULL-TIME SHARING THE LOVE OF
JESUS CHRIST.
THERE'S NO SIN TOO BIG OR TOO
BAD FOR CHRIST.
AND WHEN EVERYONE ELSE LEAVES
YOU, HE'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR
FORSAKE YOU.
AND I'M A LIVING WITNESS, A
WALKING EXAMPLE OF WHAT CHRIST
CAN DO WITH SOMEBODY'S LIFE.
