A NAVY SEAL'S JOURNEY.
I REMEMBER GRADUATION DAY
WAS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAYS
OF MY LIFE.
MY CHEST WAS PUFFED OUT.
SO PROUD TO HAVE THAT
TRIDENT, THE IN CIGNA THAT
SAYS I'VE BECOME A SEAL.
Reporter: BUT IT WASN'T
ENOUGH.
AT THE SAME TIME, IT WAS
ONE OF THE LOWEST MOMENTS,
THE MOST MISERABLE MOMENTS
OF MY LIFE.
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[APPLAUSE]
Gordon: WELCOME TO THE
PROGRAM.
TODAY WE'RE GOING TO BE
TALKING ABOUT NAVY SEALS,
THE ELITE WARRIORS.
ONLY ONE OUT OF EVERY 10
MAKE IT THROUGH THE RIGOROUS
TRAINING.
WHILE NAVY SEALS FIGHTS
TERRORISTS AROUND THE WORLD,
ONE SEAL, CHAD WILLIAMS,
ALSO FOUGHT DRUNKS IN THE
LOCAL BAR.
I MET A MAN BY THE NAME
OF SCOTT, WHO WAS A U.S.
NAVY SEAL, AND NO ORDINARY
SEAL, IF THERE EVER WAS SUCH
A THING.
HE WAS A WORLD CHAMPION, AN
ATHLETE, AND THE YOUNGEST
MAN TO EVER MAKE IT THROUGH
SEAL TRAINING AT 17 YEARS
OLD.
I WOULD SPEND ALMOST EVERY
DAY WITH SCOTT.
HE WAS LIKE A SECOND FATHER
TO ME.
HE WOULD REFER TO ME AS A
CHILD OF HIS.
HE WOULD CALL ME JUNIOR.
THE TIME WAS FAST
APPROACHING FOR ME GO AND
ENTER INTO SEAL TRAINING.
I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM
SCOTT, AND HE TOLD ME, YOU
KNOW, JUNIOR, I'VE GOT TO GO
AND DO THIS THING RIGHT
NOW.
HE WAS REFERRING TO GOING TO
IRAQ.
HE SAID, BY THE TIME I GET
DONE WITH THIS, YOU'LL BE
DONE WITH BOOTCAMP.
I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW
SOMETHING, I KNOW YOU'RE
GOING TO MAKE IT.
I'M LESS THAN THREE WEEKS
AWAY, AND I WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING, GOING TO DO A
MORNING OF TRAINING.
I TURN ON THE TELEVISION,
AND I SEE SCOTT ON TV.
AND SCOTT BEING ON TV IS
NOTHING FOREIGN.
HE HAS BEEN ON TV BEFORE.
BUT THE IMAGE THEN CHANGED
TO AN IMAGE WHERE SCOTT WAS
LAYING IN THE STREET.
AND HIS ARMS WERE LIFELESS,
TWISTED.
I COULD SEE A PORTION OF HIS
HEAD MISSING, AND HIS
CLOTHES WERE SMOLDERING WITH
FIRE.
I WAS IN TOTAL DISBELIEF.
THEY'RE BEATING SCOTT'S
LIFELESS BODY WITH RODS, AND
THEY'RE WRAPPING A ROPE
AROUND HIS LEGS AND DRAGGING
HIM THROUGH THE TOWN OF
FALLUJAH.
I WENT FROM WANTING TO BE
LIKE SCOTT, BECAUSE I
THOUGHT BECOMING A SEAL
WOULD BE SOMETHING REALLY
COOL, TO I WANTED TO BECOME
A SEAL NOW BECAUSE I WANTED
TO KILL.
I FELT EVIL JUST ENTER ME.
FAST FORWARD, I WOULD ENTER
INTO BUDS CLASS 254, THE
MOST DIFFICULT MILITARY
TRAINING IN THE WORLD.
13 OF THE ORIGINAL FACES
ULTIMATELY GRADUATED.
I REMEMBER GRADUATION DAY
WERE YO WAS ONE OF THE
HAPPIEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.
MY CHEST WAS PUFFED OUT.
SO PROUD TO HAVE THAT
TRIDENT, THE INSIGNIA.
BUT IT WAS ONE OF THE LOWEST
MOMENTS OF MY LIFE, TOO,
BECAUSE I REALIZED IT HADN'T
DELIVERED TO ME WHAT I
THOUGHT IT WOULD.
Gordon: JOINING ME FROM
HUNTINGTON BEACH IS THE
AUTHOR OF "SEAL OF GOD."
CHAD, THANK YOU FOR BEING
HERE.
IT IS GREAT TO BE ON.
THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME ON.
Gordon: I CAN'T IMAGINE
WATCHING YOUR MENTOR BEING
DRAGGED THROUGH THE STREETS
OF FALLUJAH.
HOW DID THAT CHANGE YOU?
WHEN I WATCHED THAT, I
REALLY FELT AS THOUGH EVIL
HAD ENTERED INTO ME.
I WANTED TO BE BE A SEAL,
LIKE YOU HEARD IN THE VIDEO,
BEFORE BECAUSE I WANTED TO
BE LIKE SCOTT.
I KIND OF IDOLIZED HIM.
AND THEN THAT CHANGED.
THEN I WANTED TO BE A SEAL
BECAUSE I WANTED REVENGE.
I WANTED TO GO OVER THERE
AND PERSONALLY DEAL WITH
SOME OF THESE GUYS THAT
HARMED MY MENTOR LIKE THAT.
Gordon: WERE YOU ABLE
TO CARRY THAT OUT?
WELL, IT WOULD BE YEARS
BEFORE I COULD FINALLY GO
OVERSEAS.
I FIRST HAD TO ENTER INTO
THE MILITARY, STILL, AND GO
THROUGH BOOTCAMP, AND THEN
SEAL TRAINING.
AND I WAS FIRST PUT ON SEAL
TEAM 1.
AND SEAL TEAM 1 HAD JUST
GOTTEN BACK FROM A
DEPLOYMENT AS I GOT PLACED
ON THE TEAM.
SO I WAS ABOUT AS FAR AWAY
AS POSSIBLE, TIME-WISE, FROM
GETTING MY OPPORTUNITY TO
GOING OVERSEAS AND GETTING
SOME ACTION, REAL UP CLOSE
AND PERSONAL.
SO IN THAT TIME, I HAD A
YEAR AND A HALF TO GO BEFORE
I WOULD DEPLOY.
I KIND OFLIZED BIN KIND OF
LIVED LIKE A CORINTHIAN,
EAT, DRINK AND BE MERRY
BECAUSE WE MAY DIE.
AND I ALSO, WHILE WAITING TO
DEPLOY, I HEARD A MAN
SHARING THE GOSPEL AND I WAS
RADICALLY CHANGED.
Gordon: THAT WAS AT
HARVEST CHRISTIAN
FELLOWSHIP, AND WHAT ABOUT
IT CHANGED YOU?
THE PASTOR WAS TALKING
ABOUT A SOLDIER.
AND RIGHT OFF THE DEAL HE
GOT MY ATTENTION.
I WAS HIDING A KEG OF BEER
IN MY PARENTS' HOUSE.
I WAS USING THEIR HOUSE AS A
SORT OF CRASH PAD, WHERE I
WOULD, YOU KNOW, STORE
WHATEVER PARTY DEVICES I WAS
GOING TO BE USING THAT
NIGHT.
AND THEY SAID, YOU KNOW, YOU
CAN'T COME TO OUR HOME
ANYMORE IN HUNTINGTON BEACH
IF THIS IS WHAT YOU'RE GOING
TO CONTINUE TO DO, USE IT AS
A PLACE WHERE YOU JUST SLEEP
AND COME HOME, SHIRTLESS AND
SHOELESS, WITH BLOOD ON YOU
THAT IS NOT YOURS AND YOU
DON'T KNOW WHERE IT CAME
FROM.
I AGREED WITH THEM, AND I
SAID I'LL GO TO CHURCH WITH
YOU GUYS.
I KNEW THAT WOULD REALLY WOO
THEM AND I WOULD BUY MYSELF
A TICKET FOR THE NIGHT.
I'M GOING TO THIS THING TO
PUNCH MY CARD, WHEN PASTOR
CRAIG IS TALKING ABOUT THIS
SOLDIER FROM THE OLD
TESTAMENT, AND HE IS A VERY
REVERED, RESPECTED MAN.
AND HE HAS THIS PE PER
PERSONA ON THE OUTSIDE, VERY
MUCH LIKE A NAVY SEAL, LIKE
A ROCK STAR.
BUT HE HAD SOMETHING GOING
ON.
HE HAD LEPROSY, AND IT HAS
BEEN SAID THAT NOT EVEN THE
LOWEST SLAVE IN ALL OF
SYRIA, OR THE WORST
CRIMINAL, WOULD TRADE SKIN
WITH NAMAN.
AND SO HE HAD TO GO SEE A
PROPHET BY THE NAME OF
ELIJAH, AND IN AN ACT OF
FAITH, HE HAD TO DIP HIMSELF
IN THE LAKE SEVEN TIMES.
WHICH WAS A DIFFICULT THING
TO DO BECAUSE HE HAD SO MUCH
PRIDE.
AS HE DIPPED HIMSELF ON THAT
SEVENTH TIME, HE CAME UP AND
HE HAD SKIN OF THAT OF A
NEWBORN BABY.
AND O THE PASTOR RELATED
THAT MAYBE THE SKIN WE HAVE
ON THE OUTSIDE, AND HE WAS
TALKING RIGHT TO ME, AND THE
LEPROSY WAS SIN, AND HOW IT
HAS ETERNAL CONSEQUENCES,
AND WHAT WE NEED TO DO IS
HUMBLE OURSELVES BEFORE GOD
AND TURN FROM OUR SIN AND
PUT OUR FAITH AND TRUST IN
THE SAVIOR WHO DIED ON THE
CROSS FOR OUR SINS.
AND OUR SINS WILL BE BLOTED
OUT.
AND WE'LL BECOME A NEW
CREATION.
MARCH 14th, 2007, THAT'S
WHAT I DID.
I BECAME A BORN-AGAIN
BELIEVE, AND A RADICAL
CONVERSION.
Gordon: WHY WERE YOU
SO, I GUESS-DRIVEN IF YOU
WERE.
YOU WEREN'T JUST PARTYING,
YOU WERE PARTYING FOR EFFECT
AND THEN GETTING INTO
FIGHTS.
WHAT WAS DRIVING YOU AT
THAT?
I THINK THAT ALL MY LIFE
I'VE ALWAYS KIND OF BEEN
PUSHED TOWARDS REALLY AN
ADRENALIN RUSH.
I USED TO BE A SKATEBOARDER,
SPONSORED BY VAN SHOES, AND
WHEN THAT DIDN'T STIMULATE
ME ANYMORE, I MOVED ON TO
GETTING OPPORTUNITIES IN
HOLLYWOOD TO DO
COMMERCIALS.
AND WHEN THAT DIDN'T
STIMULATE ME ANYMORE, I WENT
AND DID SPORT FISHING OUT ON
BOATS.
THAT DIDN'T DO IT ANYMORE,
SO I WAS ALL RIGHT, LET'S GO
TRY AND BE A NAVY SEAL.
AND WHEN I GRADUATE AND I
BECOME A SEAL, I LEARN THESE
WORDS TO BE SO TRUE, THAT I
HEARD SPOKEN BY ROBBIE
ZACHARIAS, ONE OF THE LONELY
MOMENTS A MAN WILL
EXPERIENCE IS THAT WHICH HE
THOUGHT WOULD DELIVER THE
ULTIMATE, AND IN THE END IT
LET'S THEM DOWN.
THAT'S WHAT I FELT ON
GRADUATION DAY.
ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAYS OF
MY LIFE, BUT ONE OF THE
LOWEST AS WELL BECAUSE I
THOUGHT, WHOA, THIS ISN'T
DELIVERING WHAT I THOUGHT IT
WOULD.
WHAT ELSE CAN I AIM FOR?
IF THIS DOESN'T DO IT, LET'S
SORT OF CASH IN AND GIVE
INTO THE DRINKING AND THE
FIGHTING, JUST LIVING ON THE
EDGE.
SO THAT'S KIND OF HOW I
FOUND MYSELF IN THAT DARK
PLACE.
Gordon: AFTER YOUR
CONVERSION, HOW DID IT
AFFECT YOUR RELATIONSHIP
WITH OTHER SEALS?
I WOULD SAY I KIND OF GOT
MARGINALIZED, THE SAME GUYS
I THOUGHT WERE MY BUDDIES --
YOU REALLY FIND OUT WHO YOUR
REAL FRIENDS ARE AFTER YOU
BECOME A CHRISTIAN.
THEY BEGIN TO KIND OF
MARGINALIZE ME AND
QUESTIONED IF I WOULD PULL
THE TRIGGER.
IT WOULD TURN INTO FIGHTS.
THEY WOULD SAY, IF YOU CAN'T
GO INTO THE STRIP CLUB WITH
US -- BECAUSE I WOULD SAY NO
TO THESE THINGS -- AND MIND
YOU, I'M THE BRAND M BRAND
NEW GUY ON THE TEAM, WHO IS
SUPPOSED TO BE THE YOUNG,
IMPRESSIONABLE GUY WHO WILL
DO ANYTHING, BUT THERE ARE
CERTAIN THINGS I WON'T DO
ANYMORE, LIKE THE DRINKING
OR GOING INTO ONE OF THESE
STRIP CLUBS -- SO THERE WAS
A LITTLE BIT OF CLASH THERE
BETWEEN ME AND THE OLDER
GUYS.
Gordon: IN WHAT WAYS
HAS YOUR COMBAT
EXPERIENCE -- HAS THAT
PREPARED YOU FOR NOW BEING A
CHRISTIAN?
YOU KNOW, ONE OF THE
THINGS I LEARNED IN COMBAT,
WHEN I WAS GOING ON THIS
LAST OPERATION I WAS
INVOLVED IN OVER IN IRAQ, I
BEGAN TO SEE THESE SIGNS ON
THE ROAD.
AS I'M LOOKING AT THESE
SIGNS, THEY READ "FALLUJAH,
IRAQ," AND I THOUGHT HOW
IRONIC THIS IS.
I MIGHT BE LOOKING AT THE
SAME EXACT ROAD SIGNS THAT
MY MENTOR WAS LOOKING AT
JUST BEFORE HE WAS
AMBUSHED.
AND LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT
MY SEAL TEAM WAS ACTUALLY
ABOUT TO BE AMBUSHED AS
WELL.
WE WERE JUST MOMENTS AWAY
FROM IT.
BUT LOOKING BACK, I LEARNED
SOMETHING IN THAT
OPERATION.
I REALIZED THAT, YOU KNOW,
EVEN IF I DIED IN THIS
OPERATION RIGHT NOW, I KNOW
THAT I WOULD BE WITH THE
LORD.
AND I BEGAN TO THINK ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED TO SCOTT, NOW
FROM THE CHRISTIAN
PERSPECTIVE.
NOW THAT I'M A BELIEVER,
WHAT GOOD COULD POSSIBLY
COME FROM WHAT HAPPENED TO
SCOTT?
I SAW THERE IS GOOD THAT CAN
COME TO IT.
I THOUGHT OF JOHN 15: 13 "NO
GREATER LOVE IS THIS THAN
ONE WHO LAYS DOWN HIS LIFE
FOR FRIENDS."
I BEGAN TO SEE WHAT SCOTT
DID AND OTHER SOLDIERS THAT
HAVE GONE BEFORE US,
ULTIMATELY REFLECT WHAT
JESUS CHRIST HAD HAD DONE ON
THE CROSS AS HE LAID DOWN
HIS LIFE.
MIKE MONSOR, WHO WAS A U.S.
NAVY SEAL, WHEN HE WAS
OVERSEAS, A PLACE CALLED
RAMADI, AND HE WAS ON THE
ROOF, AND A HAND GRENADE WAS
THROWN ON THE ROOF.
AND HE WAS COVERING FOR
OTHER GUYS, AND THE HAND
GRENADE HITS HIM AND FALLS
TO THE GROUND, AND IF YOU
CAN IMAGINE, MIKEY LITERALLY
HAD THE EXIT A STEP AWAY.
THAT GRENADE WAS NOT HIS
PROBLEM.
BUT THERE WERE OTHER SEALS
ON THE ROOF THAT DIDN'T
STAND A CHANCE OF MAKING IT
PAST THAT GRENADE, AND SO
MIKEY, IN A SELFLESS ACT,
YELLS TO THE GUYS, GRENADE,
AND LUNGES DOWN ON THAT
GRENADE AND ABSORBS THE
SHOCK, THE SHRAPNEL, ALL
UPON HIMSELF.
HE ULTIMATELY DIED IN THE
PROCESS, BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT
HE DID, THE OTHER GUYS
LIVED.
YOU HAVE THOSE WORDS
"GREATER LOVE HAS NO ONE
THAN THOSE WHO LAY DOWN LIAR
LIVE THEIR LIVES FOR
FRIENDS."
I WONDERED ABOUT SCOTT SO
MUCH.
I NOTICED THAT SCOTT, WHEN
HE WAS OVERSEAS IN IRAQ, HIS
VEHICLE WAS AMBUSHED, AND
THEY HUNG HIM UP SIDE DOWN
FROM THE EUPHRATES BRIDGE,
FOR WHAT?
ONE OF THE LAST THINGS SCOTT
TOLD ME, "YOU KNOW, JUNIOR,
MAYBE WHEN I GO OVER THERE,
MAYBE I CAN MAKE A
DIFFERENCE."
AND THEN IT ALL COMES
TOGETHER.
JUST AS MIKE MONSOR JUMPED
ON THAT HAND GRENADE AND
TOOK THE BLAST UPON HIMSELF
SO OTHER SEALS ON THE ROOF
COULD LIVE, THIS IS WHAT
JESUS CHRIST DID.
HE TOOK THE BLAST OF OUR SIN
UPON HIMSELF, AND ABSORBED
THE SHOCK OF IT SO WE COULD
LIVE WITH HIM IN ETERNITY.
JUST AS MY FRIEND SCOTT WAS
KILLED AND HUNG ON THE
EUPHRATES RIVER BRIDGE FOR
THE SAKE OF FREEDOM, JESUS
CHRIST WAS HUNG ON THE CROSS
SO WE COULD HAVE FREEDOM
FROM SIN.
"NO GREATER LOVE IS THAT
THAN ONE WHO LAYS DOWN HIS
LIFE FOR HIS FRIENDS."
"BEHOLD THE LAMB OF GOD THAT
TAKES AWAY THE SINS OF THE
WORLD."
Gordon: WELL SAID,
CHAD.
HIS BOOK, "SEAL OF GOD," IS
AVAILABLE NATIONWIDE.
CHAD, THANK YOU SO MUCH
FORTUNATE BEING WITH US.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
HAVING ME ON.
Gordon: UP NEXT, A
VIETNAM VET CONTINUES TO
SERVE OUR COUNTRY.
I WISH THEY COULD PUT
THEMSELVES IN THESE PEOPLE'S
SHOES FOR ONE DAY.
SOME OF THESE PEOPLE, THEY
DON'T KNOW WHERE THEIR NEXT
MEAL IS COMING FROM.
Gordon: MEET AN
AMERICAN HERO WHEN WE COME
BACK.
Gordon: IN FORT WHYTE,
FLORIDA, MANY PEOPLE DEPEND
ON JOHNNIE ALEXANDER.
JOHNNIE IS A VETERAN WHO IS
NOW SERVING HIS LOCAL
COMMUNITY WITH THE HELP OF
"OPERATION BLESSING."
WE LIVE IN A GREAT
COUNTRY.
WE LIVE IN THE MOST POWERFUL
COUNTRY IN THE WORLD.
I SPENT THREE TOURS IN NAM.
FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM.
AND IT SEEMED TO BE A
WASTE.
YOU FIGHT FOR SOMETHING, AND
THEN YOU COME HOME, AND THE
PEOPLE THAT YOU FIGHT FOR
CAN'T EVEN AFFORD FOOD.
Reporter: JOHNNIE
ALEXANDER LOST HIS LEGS TO A
LANDMINE IN VIETNAM, AND
SPENT TIME IN A PRISONER OF
WAR CAMP.
HE EVENTUALLY RETURNED HYMN
TO START HIS LIFE OVER
WITHOUT HIS LEGS AND HE
OPENED A GROCERY STORE.
I WOULD CATCH PEOPLE
STEALING LITTLE THINGS,
STUFF THAT DON'T MEAN
ANYTHING, LIKE TUNAFISH OR
CRACKERS.
AND I STARTED TO TALK TO
THEM, AND THEY STARTED
TELLING ME HOW IT WAS ROUGH
TO PAY FOR THEIR MEDICINE OR
PAY FOR FOOD.
IF THEY GOT FOOD STAMPS,
THEY ONLY GOT $10 OR $15
WORTH.
Reporter: LATER,
JOHNNIE GAVE UP THE FOOD
STORE AND STARTED A FOOD
MINISTRY IN FLORIDA.
THEY PARTNERED WITH
"OPERATION BLESSING."
JOHNNIE DRIVES HIS TRUCK TO
THE "OPERATION BLESSING"
WAREHOUSE ONCE A MONTH, AND
LOADS IT WITH FOOD TO
DISTRIBUTE TO FORT WHYTE.
HE ENCOURAGES OTHERS TO GET
INVOLVED.
IN ORDER TO SURVIVE, YOU
KNOW, WE ONLY MAKE SO MUCH
AS IT IS.
IT IS JUST A BLESSING THAT
SOMEONE LIKE JOHNNIE IS OUT
THERE TO HELP PEOPLE LIKE
US.
Reporter: THANKS TO
"OPERATION BLESSING" AND
JOHNNIE ALEXANDER, MANY
FAMILIES IN CENTRAL FLORIDA
WILL HAVE FOOD ON THEIR
TABLES TONIGHT.
I WISH THEY COULD PUT
THEMSELVES IN THESE PEOPLE'S
SHOES FOR ONE DAY.
SOME OF THESE PEOPLE, THEY
DON'T KNOW WHERE THEIR NEXT
MEAL IS COMING FROM.
IF IT WASN'T FOR SOMEONE
LIKE "OPERATION BLESSING,"
THESE PEOPLE WOULD BE IN
SERIOUS TROUBLE.
Gordon: IF YOU'RE PART
OF "THE 700 CLUB," YOU'RE
PART OF THAT.
YOU'RE PART OF THAT
WONDERFUL OUTREACH, HELPING
PEOPLE IN NEED.
IF YOU'RE NOT A MEMBER, WE
INVITE YOU TO JOIN NOW.
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MAKE A
TOLL-FREE CALL,
1-888-777-1999, AND SAY,
YES, I WANT TO JOIN "THE 700
CLUB."
HOW MUCH IS IT?
JUST $20 A MONTH, 65 CENTS A
DAY, AND YOU JOIN WITH
PEOPLE THAT WANT TO MAKE A
DIFFERENCE, THAT WANT TO
HELP PEOPLE.
NOT JUST HERE AT HOME, BUT
AROUND THE WORLD.
IF YOU WANT TO DO THAT, JOIN
WITH US AND DO IT NOW.
CALL US, 1-888-777-1999.
WELL, COMING UP, A SAILOR
GOES AWOL AND THEN TURNS
HIMSELF IN.
FIND OUT WHY RIGHT AFTER
THIS.
Gordon: JOHN WYLIE
THOUGHT JOINING THE MILITARY
WOULD MAKE HIM.
INSTEAD, IT WASN'T LONG
BEFORE IT BROKE HIM.
MY MOM WAS MARRIED
ULTIMATELY THREE TIMES
THROUGH MY CHILDHOOD, SO I
HAD A LOT OF DADS COMING AND
GOING.
THE DAD WHO HAD THE MOST
INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE WAS A
VIETNAM VET.
HE TAUGHT ME THAT ONLY
WEAK-MINDED PEOPLE WHO
NEEDED A CRUTCH IN LIFE
WOULD NEED GOD.
AND SO THESE WERE
INSTRUCTIONS.
IF I WAS ANY KIND OF A MAN,
I WOULD GROW UP TO BE A MAN
WHO DIDN'T NEED GOD IN MY
LIFE.
BY THE TIME I WAS 15, I LEFT
HOME.
WE WOULD SMOKE POT AND
COCAINE AND SPEED AND
L.S.D.
I WAS FILLED WITH HATE.
I KNEW I WANTED TO GO A
DIFFERENT DIRECTION.
I DIDN'T WANT TO CONTINUE TO
BE THE PERSON I HAD BEEN.
SO WITH ALL OF MY BEST
EFFORT, WHEN I WENT INTO THE
MILITARY, I THOUGHT I WOULD
TURN MY LIFE AROUND.
I FOUND OUT IT WAS EXACTLY
THE OPPOSITE.
I WENT AWOL.
WE WERE CRASHED IN THE MOTEL
ROOM TRYING TO GET SOME
SLEEP.
THERE WAS A KNOCK ON THE
DOOR, AND THERE IS MY
FRIEND.
HIS PASTOR WAS STANDING AT
THE DOOR.
HE LOOKS AT ME AND HE SAYS,
LISTEN, YOU NEED TO GET
RIGHT WITH JESUS.
YOU NEED TO GIVE YOUR LIFE
TO GOD.
THIS GUY GOES THROUGH THE
PLAN OF SALVATION, AND HE
SAYS YOU NEED TO ACCEPT
JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR LORD
AND SAVIOR, DO YOU WANT TO
DO IT?
I THOUGHT TO MYSELF,
ANYTHING TO GET RID OF YOU.
I DIDN'T MEAN A WORD OF IT.
I WASN'T CONVICTED, DIDN'T
WANT TO, BUT I WANTED THE
GUY TO LEAVE THE ROOM.
HE SAID IN JESUS' NAME,
AMEN.
AND I SAID AMEN.
AND AS SOON AS I SAID AMEN,
SOMETHING HAPPENED.
THE BEST I COULD DESCRIBE IT
WOULD BE, LIKE, A JOLT OF
ELECTRICITY, LIKE A WAVE
WENT THROUGH MY BODY LIKE
THAT.
AS FAST AS IT CAME, IT
WENT.
IT KIND OF SHOOK ME.
IT KEPT EATING AT ME, WHAT
WAS THAT?
THAT WAS ODD.
THAT WAS WEIRD.
BUT SOMETHING I NOTICED,
FROM THAT DAY I BEGAN TO
FEEL AWKWARD ABOUT THE
THINGS THAT I WAS DOING.
SO MUCH SO THAT I CAME UP
WITH THE IDEA THAT MY ONLY
OPTION WAS TO TURN MYSELF
IN.
I WAS TIRED OF LOOKING OVER
MY SHOULDER EVERYWHERE I
WENT, AND I DIDN'T WANT TO
SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE
THINKING THAT THE MILITARY
OR THE F.B.I. WAS LOOKING
FOR ME.
SO I SHOWED UP AT THE GATE.
THE MILITARY GATE, SAYING
HEY, I'M JOHN WYLIE AND
YOU'RE LOOKING FOR ME.
I WAS COURT-MARTIALED, AND
IT WAS SENTENCED TO DO SIX
MONTHS AT HARD LABOR, WHICH
WAS FOR THE SIX MONTHS OF
MONEY I HAD TAKEN.
ONE NIGHT, IN THAT DORM
ATMOSPHERE, GETTING READY TO
HEAD TO MY BUNK, AND I SAW
GUYS IN A CORNER.
AND IT WAS LIGHTS OUT, AND
THEY WERE READING BIBLES
WITH FLASHLIGHTS.
THIS YOUNG MAN WALKED RIGHT
UP TO ME.
HE LOOKED ME RIGHT IN THE
EYE.
AS SOON AS HE BEGAN TO
SPEAK, THE MOMENT THE FIRST
WORD CAME OUT OF HIS MOUTH,
THAT FEELING THAT I HAD
BEFORE WHEN THAT PASTOR
WALKED IN THE DOOR, NOW IT
WAS BACK, BUT IT WOULDN'T GO
AWAY.
THERE WAS LIKE ELECTRICITY
SHOOTING THROUGH MY BODY.
HE SAID GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING
ABOUT YOU.
HE KNOWS EVERYWHERE YOU HAD
BEEN.
EVERY WORD WAS A KNIFE INTO
MY HEART.
THIS KID LOOKED AT ME AND HE
SAID, HERE'S THE DEAL, WHAT
IF I'M RIGHT AND YOU'RE
WRONG?
AND HE SAID YOU NEED TO GO
TO BED AND THINK ABOUT IT.
AND HE JUST SHUT UP AND
WALKED AWAY.
I BEGAN TO THINK ABOUT WHAT
HE SAID.
WHAT HAPPENED JUST NOW?
WHAT WAS GOING ON WHEN HE
WAS TALKING TO ME?
I REALIZED, OH, MY GOODNESS,
WHAT IF THAT WAS GOD?
WHAT IF MY DAD WAS WRONG.
WHAT IF GOD DOES KNOW
EVERYWHERE I'VE BEEN?
WHAT IF IT WERE TRUE?
THIS FEAR BEGAN TO GRIPPED
MY HEART.
AND I BEGAN TO REALIZE HOW
MUCH TROUBLE I WAS REALLY IN
IF THAT WERE, IN FACT,
TRUE.
AT THAT MOMENT, I BELIEVE
GOD GAVE ME THE GREATEST
GIFT OF MY LIFE: MY
CONSCIENCE CAME ALIVE.
BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN DEEP
REMORSE CAME TO ME.
AND I BEGAN TO CRY.
I TOOK MY PILLOW, AND I
BURIED MY FACE IN THE PILLOW
SO NOBODY COULD HEAR ME.
AND I BEGAN TO CRY.
AND I PRAYED FOR THE FIRST
TIME IN MY LIFE.
AND AS I PRAYED, I FELT LIKE
I WAS FORSAKING MY FATHER
AND MY UPBRINGING.
AND I PRAYED AND FELT THE
WORDS WERE JUST FALLING DOWN
TO THE GROUND.
AND I PRAYED, AND I SAID,
GOD, IF IT IS TRUE, IF YOU
DO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME,
AND IF IT IS TRUE THAT YOU
DID REALLY DIE FOR ME, I AM
SO SORRY.
AND I JUST BALLED MYSELF TO
SLEEP.
I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING.
I WAS A NEW MAN.
I HAD IN ME A PEACE THAT I
CANNOT DESCRIBE TO YOU.
IT IS BEYOND WORDS.
I FELT CLEAN AND FREE.
THE WORLD LOOKED DIFFERENT
TO ME.
AND I SAID OUT LOUD -- THE
FIRST WORDS OUT OF MY MOUTH
WERE, THERE IS A GOD AND HE
HEARD ME.
THE MILITARY LOOKED AT ME
AND SAID HE WAS LIKE THIS,
AND NOW HE IS A JESUS
FREAK.
SO I GOT AN HONORABLE
DISCHARGE AND I WAS OUT THE
GATE.
THE SHIRT ON MY BACK, 15
BUCKS IN MY POCKET AND THE
WHOLE WORLD IN FRONT OF ME.
AND NOW I'M PASTORING A
CHURCH, AND IT IS A FUN
RIDE.
ITS D.N.A. IS BIRTHED AND IT
IS OUT OF THE SIMPLE WAY I
MET JESUS THAT DAY IN
PRISON.
AND THIS CHURCH I PASTOR
TODAY, RIVER CHRISTIAN
FELLOWSHIP, WE'RE
SPIRIT-FILLED, AND WE'RE OUT
THERE RAW, IN THE CITY,
RESCUING HOMELESS FAMILIES,
HELPING PROSTITUTES, SHOWING
UP AT CITY HALL TO HELP THE
CITY SOLVE THE PUBLIC WORKS
PROBLEMS, PICKING UP TRASH
ON THE SIDE OF THE HIGHWAY,
PAINTING WIDOWS' HOUSES,
REDEEMING ABANDONED
PROPERTIES IN MY CITY.
WHATEVER I SEE IN MY CITY
THAT NEEDS TO BE FIXED,
THERE IS NOTHING THAT THE
RIVER WOULDN'T DO OR
WOULDN'T BUY OR WOULDN'T GET
INVOLVED IN WITH WHATEVER
GOD PUTS IN OUR POCKET.
IT IS ALWAYS ABOUT LOVE.
LOVE ALWAYS WINS AND NEVER
FAILS.
Gordon: THAT CAN HAPPEN
TO YOU.
YOU CAN MEET HIM.
YOU CAN MEET JESUS.
AND HE'LL SHOW UP.
AND YOU CAN BE JUST LIKE
JOHN, TO SAY THERE IS A
GOD.
I KNOW HIM.
I'VE HEARD THIS VOICE.
I'VE FELT HIS PEACE.
AND HE HAS CHANGED ME.
NOW, WHAT DOES IT TAKE?
THE SAME THING THAT JOHN
DID.
IT'S PRAY AND ASK.
AND HE'LL SHOW UP FOR YOU.
IN FACT, HE PROMISES THAT HE
WILL.
SO IF YOU ASK WITH ALL OF
YOUR HEART, THAT'S THE
KEY -- DON'T DO IT CASUALLY,
BUT IF YOU ASK AND YOU MEAN
IT, THAT'S ALL IT TAKES.
SO RIGHT NOW, IF YOU WANT TO
ASK AND YOU WANT TO MEAN IT,
BOW YOUR HEAD, PRAY THE
PRAYER, AND ASK HIM TO COME
IN.
HE WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
HE WILL CHANGE YOUR HEART.
HE WILL MAKE YOU NEW AGAIN.
PRAY WITH ME.
JESUS -- THAT'S RIGHT, SAY
IT OUT LOUD.
JESUS, I COME TO YOU TODAY
AND I ASK THAT YOU COME INTO
MY HEART, THAT YOU COME INTO
MY LIFE, THAT YOU TRANSFORM
ME, THAT YOU MAKE ME NEW
AGAIN.
AND, JESUS, I WANT TO HEAR
YOUR VOICE.
SO OPEN MY EARS AND GIVE ME
A HEART OF UNDERSTANDING
THAT I MAY KNOW YOU.
AND THE PEACE THAT YOU
GIVE.
COME INTO MY LIFE.
COME INTO MY HEART.
FORGIVE ME OF THE THINGS
THAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
TRANSFORM ME, FOR I ASK IT
IN JESUS' NAME.
AMEN.
IF YOU PRAYED, YOU'VE TAKEN
THE FIRST STEP.
AND NOW WHAT I WANT YOU TO
DO IS TAKE ANOTHER STEP AND
GET A FREE PACKET, WHICH IS
WHAT DO YOU DO NOW?
AS YOU SAW IN JOHN'S STORY,
HE PRAYED, HE FELT
SOMETHING, BUT THEN HE HAD
TO GO FURTHER.
AND WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO IS
GO FURTHER.
IT'S CALLED "NEA NEW DAY."
AND IN THERE IS A C.D.,
ABOUT 70 MINUTES LONG, HOW
DO YOU LIVE THE CHRISTIAN
LIFE.
AND I'VE GOT THIS WONDERFUL
BOOKLET, THAT WILL ANSWER
QUESTIONS FROM THE BIBLE.
QUESTION THAT YOU HAVE, IT
WILL ANSWER THEM WITH BIBLE
VERSES, SO YOU CAN BE SECURE
IN WHAT YOU'VE DONE AND
SECURE IN YOUR FAITH.
ABSOLUTELY FREE.
JUST CALL.
THAT'S ALL THE TIME WE HAVE
FOR THIS PROGRAM.
WE LEAVE YOU WITH THESE
WORDS FROM PSALMS: "WHO IS
THE KING OF GLORY?
THE LORD, STRONG AND
MIGHTY.
THE LORD, INVINCIBLE IN
BATTLE."
GOD BLESS YOU.
WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN.